Shining, Part 3
The Great Quantum Transition
By Lev
The problem is that everyone who incarnates on Earth is challenged by the ancestral curse of this planet, which was created SOLELY FOR GRAYS AND DARKS. And if avatars from Light worlds are embodied here, this does not mean sweet co-existence of different shining that strictly respect own and others’ private spaces. No, it’s an endless “two Souls live in me, and both are at odds with each other”. But not everyone has it that way.
Festive party… Famous guests at a richly set table… The actress, beloved by millions, cuts the throat of a living baby, fills a glass with his blood and drinks it with a drug… Then takes another child by the hand, at every possible way rapes tot for a long time in the next room, and then joins the guests again… The next morning, she will continue to shoot in a heartwarming film, radiating love and kindness, and all viewers will want again to be like her…
The height of the primaries… The fate of the country for the next Presidential term is being decided… An aging candidate, popular for his progressive ideas, is led to a little boy and invited to rape him under the video footage… The old man is terrified of both… Kind people understand him and reassure C’mon, he’s on drugs and won’t feel anything… That evening, he shined brightly at a rally in front of his enthusiastic constituents… The election campaign continues…
A promising bank manager… Rose from the very bottom… Behind years of hard work and self-sacrifice to provide for his loved ones and raise own position in society to better help it … Global shareholders highly appreciate him and invite to a closed meeting, where he is officially appointed head of the entire TNB… But first, a very small formality… participate in a small, good old rite with… the dismemberment of a baby… The choice between “lead and gold”, a bullet in the head or a billion to a personal c/a per year…
These are not Matrix failures, but its running, in whole and in particulars. In the dense mix of Dark and Light on Earth, only the depth of mutual penetration, resistance, or acceptance differs. But the process goes non-stop, and above all at the most important level – in our Souls. Everything else is just the extent of INDIVIDUAL CHOICE FREEDOM. The last three words are key – agree or reject, tolerate or avoid, fight or surrender.
Unlike the Darks with their Inquisition justice of all times and ideologies, forms and technologies, the Lights never force anyone to obey, and do not lead by the collar. Yes, they’ve been watching every shining since childhood. If a person grows up, matures and lives with a Spark in the Soul, at particularly crucial moments they can guide and take away from danger to protect and prepare for possible joint work in the future. But it is absolutely not predetermined. If we are not ready, no matter for what reason, and have chosen other paths in this life, the Lights will calmly leave us to ourselves and live peacefully like others.
A completely different thing with shining Souls, who consciously or unconsciously responded to their Calling and are internally ready to dedicate their lives to the Light Service. But even in this case, it’s a far cry from what we dream of. Having touched the Mission and syncing with it for the first time, we are filled with joy and enthusiasm, opened multidimensional space and firm conviction that nothing is impossible for us. It generates an incredible uplift of the Soul.
At the beginning, everything goes easily and does not encounter difficulties, only backs and inspires. It’s easy, because the best Spiritual accumulations of this and past lives have been activated, and we are even more shining thanks to them. The power of overcoming at this stage is enormous and can work wonders. And there is a lot to overcome, because the Path requires a radical transformation of our inner world and outer life in accordance with the Spiritual knowledge we receive, and in the shortest possible time.
This period is a stage of prep and testing, which are the same thing. How do they manifest? The ordinary life situations commensurate with our strengths and capabilities start raining down on us from all directions. Life checks us up not only to match the qualities of Higher Light, but to see whether we are ready to change a lot and work hard, forgetting about ourselves? Will we realize that with the burden of the old, we will achieve nothing? The invited one is given only an opportunity; we must make it a reality with our own hands.
Another aim of the trials is the accelerated purification from Darkness. The Karma Lords, putting us in testing situations, do not invent them just to complicate our lives. They only bring to the surface karmic knots that may not have been planned to be raised in the current incarnation, but can best disclose the various facets of our character, views and aspirations.
Some cleanly go through the most difficult situations without even noticing their complexity, although for many the same trials would seem impossible. And someone is broken by the simplest circumstances, because the desire to Serve the Light seems to be evident, but not so strong to easily leave the past life with its attachments and habits.
If the Calling is given, it means that we are able to follow it and we are definitely can Serve. All we need is perseverance, complete dedication in Light work without the slightest self-pity, without a drop of despondency and doubt, no matter what happens in life, which will continue to test our strength.
But again, “maybe” doesn’t mean “will be.” The lightness of the first steps, or rather, the habit of lightness, causes many, who accept the Calling, to step back. Among the shining ones, many flare up brightly for a short time, but, frightened by their own burning and the size of the work ahead, they hurriedly return to their usual lives. Others go through the initial stages of Service with a firm striving and in a bright glow, but soon cannot withstand the increasing tension and retreat before more serious difficulties start. The latter won’t not stop only those, in whose Souls the flame burns with a pure and stable fire of dedication, and who understands that they are growing with difficulties, and that these are not hardships, but opportunities.
Another reason for withdrawal is procrastination and inaction. The person gladly accepted the Calling, decided to follow it, but realizing the amount of work ahead, does not dare to take the chance, or considers to deal with personal matters first. “For now, I’ll live my usual life, finish this and that, and then somehow…” Man doesn’t seem to be rejecting Light Service, but doesn’t realize that he risks losing it. The same end will be, when he takes risks by accepting new knowledge, but not applying it; or understands the unacceptability of certain habits, but still sometimes allows himself to; or remembers the need to act, but hesitates.
At best, such people remain in a dormant state. At worst, they submit to Darkness, which does not tolerate the slightest movement towards the Light. The shining can wait for centuries, but once awakened, it will burn until its power runs out. If this process is kicked off, we have two choices: either let this fire gradually deplete and completely extinguish, or use it to accelerate our approach to the offered Path.
It is better not to start at all if there is no will to go all the way. Of course, the shining remains for a while due to the force, accumulated in past lives, when we did not care about its preservation and increasing, thinking that it would be like this forever. But any savings with such approach sooner or later run out. How long will it take – weeks, months, years? – everyone has their own deadline.
With every fiery particle that is wasted, our Soul is exhausted. And when the fire is spent by more than half, at best we can only be content with its remnants, for something more our strength will no longer be enough. Sooner or later, the shining will go out completely, and devastation will ensue. Having spent its power, it will cease to attract Light from outside. Vegetating on is the only thing left for us in this incarnation.
Other qualities and habits are dangerous: from clinging to personal attachments and diving into the past to falls of will, bouts of despondency and doubt, which quickly burn up huge reserves of Light in the Soul. Every fall is a loss of luminosity, of its fire. Especially if the supply is small, there will be nothing to go on with, there will be no strength left for Spiritual growth and work, although we may not notice the loss, believing that we are capable of much.
This is how the shaky and weak in spirit are pushed aside, unable to withstand trials and check-ups. It would seem that it makes no difference whether we consciously or unconsciously allow something that does not contribute to our evolution, or even goes against Higher Laws. And although the responsibility is not removed in any case, there is a difference. Ignorance or sincere delusion to some extent mitigates the karma of wrong actions. But for those who know how to live and act, and who do not adhere to this knowledge, karmic retribution will come in full measure.
Indeed, knowing and pretending or even convincing self of non-acquaintance are two different things, because people tend to be hypocritical even to themselves, justifying their negative actions in every possible way, which increases the burden of karma. But the Supreme Karmic Law cannot be deceived. Retribution may come in this life or in the next, but it will always be in full proportion to the action or inaction, for which we will also have to answer.
Energy is information, and information is energy, so the expression “knowledge is power” must be understood literally. When we receive Higher Knowledge, then inevitably attract to selves the corresponding streams of energies, regardless of whether we apply this knowledge in life or not. In the first case, we connect to a Source that gives us even more strength and erudition to the Light Service. As a result, our aura is purified and refined, its shining, density and size increase. This is how we grow and gain force. With the growth of power, responsibility for actions and words, thoughts and feelings amplify, as their impact on the world increases many times. Therefore, by applying this force in the wrong way, we cause great harm to outward things and earn karma corresponding to the damage caused.
This is one of the reasons why Co-Creators strictly warn everyone who wants and is ready to cooperate with them about the inadmissibility of half-heartedness: either accept the Light as a life Path and uncompromisingly follow it to the end, or step aside before it’s too late. But even if we firmly decide to go, do not rush to the new knowledge without applying already the acquired ones. Spiritual energies have tremendous power and can raise to an incredible height or completely destroy. Idle curiosity is unacceptable; therefore, it is strictly suppressed, protecting from an unconscious danger.
If we retreat and finally plunge into the material world and eventually find a new meaning of existence in it at the level of our consciousness, then we will have to make considerable efforts to at least stay afloat and not sink even below the level at which we have exhausted our shining. And the temptation to submerge will be great. The darkness in the Soul, not restrained by Light, will draw us deeper and deeper until we completely descend into animal existence, like the characters in the testimonies of Fiona Barnett and Cathy O’Brien.
If we stop at least at the last line and keep striving for purity, goodness and perfection, we can even live a happily and leave a good mark on the Earth. After all, even in this situation, all is not lost: the accumulated knowledge and experience of this incarnation have remained with us, which means that we can start all over again from scratch. To do this, we just need to actively use our best practices in daily life.
This is how many people on this planet exist, who have not even touched the Higher Light in their incarnations at all, and bring considerable benefits to the world at their level. The main thing is to live in accordance with the laws of One, because those who go against them are destined to become space debris. But we must understand that by losing the shining accumulated over the centuries, we lose the opportunity to interact with Co-Creators for a long time. And it’s useless to blame them for injustice and callousness, justifying our chicken-heart by thousands of reasons, not wanting to face ourselves honestly.
It happens that the Calling has come and we have responded. But were afraid to bear the heavy burden of Light and decided to: “Let’s take a small part that doesn’t incumber us, and so we will serve the common good.” Who took more, who took less – everything is better than nothing, as long as they carry it with dignity. And many do this according to their level of consciousness and capabilities. Some are working on selves, others relay Light through culture and art, and thirds help the planet and people in their own way. It’s still a benefit to the world, although they could have done much more.
But when we have taken only a part of the Light Load and are trying to combine the personal and the general, it is very difficult to balance on this edge and maintain a stable shining. Over time, the Dark in the Soul outweighs the Light, drags into the swamp of everyday life, and many lose their chance. Or they imagined that everything was allowed to them now. Or they keep their old attitudes and habits. Or worse, they cannot resist the temptations of the System. How to get out of this situation?
To be continued…
